“And he said unto them, when I sent you without purse, and scrip, and shoes, lacked ye any thing? And they said, nothing.
But Jonah rose up to flee unto Tarshish from the presence of the LORD, and went down to Joppa; and he found a ship going to Tarshish: so he paid the fare thereof, and went down into it…” Luke 22:35, Jonah 1:3
When you go on your own, you’ll pay for it anyhow. After Jonah repented, God took him to Nineveh free of charge. Jonah 2:10-3:4. It’s expensive and futile to go without God.